yeah, so ironically- right after I wrote the last journal, I got a present.

my period.


I was all fine yesterday, but HOLY SMUCKS. I WOKE UP AT 5:00 am today, and have been facing hell ever since! (Its 8:50am by me, currently)

Ergh! I haven't had a period this painful in forever! My legs can't stop shaking :/ (Since i've been overstressing, i haven't had my period in a while. could this be a result of that? Maybe this is like 2 periods in 1? T_t;;; hallpppp)

.....I rant toooooo much ;; But it hurtss >>;;
Anyways, i've used to the- TMI! TMI! bathroom like 5 times already DX
I took some cramp medicine, so hopefully the effers going to kick in soon, though it still hurts. Next time ima see if i can take something stronger

And its kind of really funny- HAHA, NO. >>;; Because i've been REALLY emotional >>;; and I mean DUMB emotional.
Besides fighting with my mom, yesterday dad got arbys, and I got really upset because I hated arbys.

Then the next minute, i nearly swallowed the whole sandwhich in like a minute o_o then i went out to go throw the remainder away, and I saw that michael got a hamburger, and this milkshake thing, and me being pissed,

I took a big gulp out of the drink, and ran off into my room and started getting really nervous. I started CRYING. oh, my god. CRYING. I was like, "Michaels gonna hate me. Just like mom. Hes gonna hate me, and everyones gonna yell at me :blah: " It was really weird, because the next minute I was like " WELL, FAWK WHAT HE THINKS. why did he get a drink anyways?! Hes not the one in PAIN! Screw him!"



I am pmsing I havent shown that to anyone else in my family- yet....Im just going to keep my distance, because honestly i might blow up.

@_@ all I wish is that this blows over. Soon. Really soon -_-

OH! And ;^;
[link] this has helped me cheer up so much XD thank you!


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OH! And, thank you all for the wonderful and supporting comments you all gave me on my last journal I really appreciate it....thank you all so much!


By the way! When i was trying to go back to sleep earlier, I was still awake of course- and someone opened the door and I look up, and I see mom and she looked at me and said "Have a good day, Melissa."

I was just like O_O I replied back, "Y-you too."

is that an apology?
>>; Well, even if its not, Im pretty happy. Im so sick of fighting with her, i just wanna move on.... (its been five days since we've gotten along. im tireeeddd D: )



And it may be because I'm on my period,that I got so excessively happy over it XD


CONTEST OwO OMG! So many of my wonderful friends are having them! I have to go check em out .w. !!

Don't worry everyone! D: I will be checking out your gallerys and stuffies ^w^




I forgot to tell you all Its been raining again down here! It makes me so happyyy <33 I much prefer a rainy cold summer, over a hot 90 degrees humid one.